I like pandas.

As of last week, I am no longer employed. Having a steady paycheck was nice while it lasted.

I wasn’t exactly sad about it at the time. I can’t say I thoroughly enjoyed what I was doing (even if I was very good at it); it was just a job to me, after all. But it’s still disappointing to be right back where I was about 2 years ago.

I’m disappointed with myself, and lacking any motivation to even do things I enjoy at this point. Too much uncertainty causes anxiety. I can only imagine how I’d be doing without the meds.

I have a ton of projects in the works, from button and sticker designs, to commissions, to VA work I’m very behind on. I want to get them all done, and I apologize again to anyone I’ve kept waiting. I’m just not feeling very confident or creative at the moment. It probably doesn’t help that I haven’t left my bedroom for the better part of two weeks.

Thanks for your understanding and patience while I work through this. I hope I can get back on the horse soon, so to speak.