Hello everyone Bugplayer’s here.
I said a couple weeks ago that I would make a little head up/journal entry to explain a few things. About what’s art and stuff, and most importantly you guys.
I just wanna be real for a moment and tell how I honestly feel about everything right now, cause that’s the least I can do.
In the past few months, my inspiration/motivation do draw anything has been terrible.
It’s not really a question about if I’m still interested in the show or not. (I still enjoy the hell out of them ponies!)
But it has to come to my personal life, pression and stress that is sucking a lot of my energy and ressources, to the point where I almost decided to quit completely the art side of my life.
Now now, I won’t actually do it haha. I really want to start making more content for your guys, I really do. I just need to get my life back on track again.
I registered in a design and building plan DEC that I’m really hyped about, which is something I didn’t feel in a long time when it comes to school ans study.
I believe this is actually a domain I’ll enjoy for once.
Most importantly, I’ve been living on my savings for a long time since the lost of my previous job. I’ve been looking back and forth for any kind of small job, without success.
Since then, my motivation has been going down the drain. My bank account is in the red, I have bills to pay, and really it’s not a good feeling at all. That’s a lot of pressure that I’m not used to having, and I don’t really react well to it.
Which is why as a last ressort, I come out to you guys.
I never planned to make a post like this or ask anything in the past years and I feel terrible for doing so, but if any of you feels like supporting me with a couple of bucks, this would totally means the worlds to me. I know some people aren’t fund of money asking, and I understand. But it’s kinda my last option.
If you desire, here’s my Paypal adress. Feel free to inculde your Da name so I can thank you personally.
Jevachon-1993@hotmail.com
If you do not desire to spend, but you still want to support me. A simple reblog of this tumblr post here will do, which even allows you a chance to win a print.
bugplayer.tumblr.com/post/1588…
Also, I understand that a couple of peeps sent me some messages on DA and Tumblr, and I’ll get back to you guys once the weekend is over.
It was really irresponsible of my part to not responds. So hang in here.
With sincere regards, I’ll do my best to get back in art as soon as I can.
Thank you
Some signal boostage!
I’d be a hypocrite not to do something, considering the crap I’ve gone through the past couple of years, and all the wonderful people that came to my aid when I really needed it. Sometimes shit happens, and as painful as it can be to ask, you just need a little temporary assistance to keep your head above water.
Bugplayer’s a brilliant artist, I’m sure something they’ve drawn has come across your dash and made your day. Do what ya can.